There were days I wanted to kick the bucket, Stressed, Overdressed with depression, Thought I was a disappointment. I was on the edge, ready to jump. Once again you saved me, although I was acting dumb. You are always there … Continue reading Dear Mommy. Happy Mother’s Day.
I have been hurt once,I have been hurt twice,The second time, I fought with all my life,I Lost.It left me dead.Not physically, but mentally dead.My family always tried to find the appropriate words,but they never could, so they stayed in silence instead..No friends, No family.All alone in a world by myself, I needed somebody.I looked in the mirror one day and found her.This is Shenzy, the alter ego, this website Founder. Continue reading The day I was Born.
Yesterday I was happy,Today I’m sad.. Yesterday I thought I had friends,Today I’m searching the definition for friendship and realized that I don’t have any. I know a lot of people,But not enough to connect to. My thoughts are all … Continue reading Aimless Thoughts 👤👣
Dear Diary, Can you keep a secret?😥 I’m a murderer. 😰 Yesterday I followed the crew to 1A Winsome street, where there is an abandoned house and is a 30 minutes walk from the community. I always wonder why someone would … Continue reading 1A Winsome Street: Part 1
Changes are scary. Imagine going to University for four years then decided you no longer have a passion for that degree. You want to change😓 But you are afraid of what your parents might say, what your spouse might say, and … Continue reading Shenzy’s Talk: Changes❤
I want the success.I want the wealth.I need to make it in this life,But to be honest, I don’t have the strength. I blamed it on procrastination.I blamed it on laziness.Because people will quick to believe those, than to believe … Continue reading Fighting my thoughts 💢
Hey guys 😍😍😍.Remember I told you last week that I want to build a relationship with you👀👀👀👀👀👀👀. Do you remember? 😡 So I’m planning to write atleast twice a week. ☺ Today topic will be solitude 🙂.I really don’t know … Continue reading Shenzy’s Talk: Solitude 🚶
Hey everyone😄 How are you?
I know the year is dark for many of us and I am hoping the best for each of you ❤.
I haven’t been giving my blog the attention it requires and I think that might change🐝.
I plan to make this blog be more personal and friendly. I actually want to interact with you guys 😩.
For the rest of the year I plan to focus on my health. Which includes my mental health, my physical health, and my spiritual health. I want everything to be align with each other.
How are you coping right now?
I’m coping by working 9 to 5, then too tired to socialise with any friends, so I’m asleep by 7pm 😩😩😩 My body is so exhausted.
As you can see, that coping method is TRASH 🗑.
Please tell me yours 😥 Help a fellow human being out😫. I will revoke my alien visa guys😓😓😓. So HELP….
So to work on my mental health and spiritual health, I plan to meditate and do the necessary self care. For my physical health, I plan to eat right and exercise.
One problem 😗
I lack self discipline 😭😭😭😭😭
However, I ordered some yoga pants on Amazon and I bought a pair of shoes.
That must mean I’m serious right?
I wouldn’t waste my money like this 👀 or would I?
Something isn’t feeling right. Did I put too much sugar in my coffee? Did I forget to send an email to my lecturer? What the hell is wrong? It feels like my intestine is knotting. Breathe. Breathe. Everything is perfectly … Continue reading A Gut Feeling😰
I was worried, Not for myself, But for the young children who were being mentally and verbally abused, I was worried about the women who usually take the extra shift, so they wouldn’t have to encounter their partner so early, … Continue reading Quarantine Troubles 😔
Anger. Frustration. Hey, I’m mentally drained. I tattoo a smile on my face, so persons can stop asking if I’m okay. No, I’m not, But don’t worry about that. Waste of oxygen telling you my problems, Because I know “solutions” … Continue reading Hey, it’s just a phase.