It felt like a dark cloud was over my head for a few days. I wasn’t doing my normal routine. I stopped engaging with my blogging community. I was hardly eating and I was constantly feeling fatigue.
My thoughts were all over the place, I was slowly losing myself.
I would sit in the corner of my room crying for no reason.
I am surrounded by love, so what was my problem?
I couldn’t find the answer, no matter how hard I looked.
I felt like I was out of time,
I’m 20 years old and can’t find any of my achievements.
I was putting myself in depression for no reason,
just because I couldn’t be patient with life.
I am blessed but didn’t realize.
I have a Mother and Aunt, who would sacrifice their lives for me.
I have a boyfriend who constantly showers me with love and affection.
I am in my second year of University with the help of my parents.
I have friends and lecturers who care for my wellbeing.
I have a life.
I am living.
I need to learn how to appreciate the small things in life, sometimes they are the best.
The sunlight was beautiful, but I only noticed the rain. The flowers were beautiful, but I only saw the ones that were dying.
So, I still have hope.
I still believe.
No depression or anxiety attacks are going to ruin my life.
I’m going to enjoy the simple things.
I’m going to enjoy life.