I want the success.
I want the wealth.
I need to make it in this life,
But to be honest, I don’t have the strength.
I blamed it on procrastination.
I blamed it on laziness.
Because people will quick to believe those, than to believe I’m depressed.
I wrote down my thoughts,
I exercise in the nights,
I read the positive quotes,
I even tried to eat right.
Those things didn’t work,
Wasted my money on a therapist that’s saying the same things I’m hearing online.
I’m alive today, which is great.
I’ll take my time to heal,
and I’ll heal my way.
The method that work for John, Mary and Peter, will not work for me.
So leave me alone, let me deal with my mind peacefully.