Shenzy’s Talk: Changes❤

Changes are scary.

Imagine going to University for four years then decided you no longer have a passion for that degree.

You want to change😓

But you are afraid of what your parents might say, what your spouse might say, and what your self-doubt might say.

Can you go back to university and study for something different?

Can you leave that work you have been to for over 5 years?

Yes, you can!💥💥

I prefer to go back to university and spend the next 4 years to do a degree I actually like than spending the rest of my life in a profession that is depressing my soul. 💢

When your soul wants to go into a different direction than the life you are living,   


And the feeling is usually awful, because it’s like you are in a box suffocating, you want to leave that box.

Being in that box is depressing and you are getting unhappy.

That’s when you know you need to make a change in your life.

It’s uncertain. 😅

But it might be the best decision you ever made.❤❤❤

Shenzy’s Talk: Solitude 🚶

Hey guys 😍😍😍.
Remember I told you last week that I want to build a relationship with you👀👀👀👀👀👀👀. Do you remember? 😡

So I’m planning to write atleast twice a week. ☺

Today topic will be solitude 🙂.
I really don’t know why is it so hard for people to be alone, but I’m an introvert👩. So maybe that’s why it’s so easy for me.

I have so many associates and few little friends. To be honest, I like it this way due to my personality. I’m a quiet  person who loves to be alone and dealing with people take alot of energy 😭.

Although I hardly speak, my mind never shuts up 😓.

Being alone help me to say focus and help me to sort out my thoughts.

Fun fact: For an innocent looking person, my thoughts are mainly dark 😈.. If you read my poems, you will realise how depressing they are😒.

So it takes alot of energy to stay positive and to stay sane 😂.

In my defense, solitude is therapeutic and I wish people would stop mistake it as being lonely. 

There are so many benefits of solitude:

  • It help to increase my productive and creativity. All bloggers can benefit from this, especially when you are struggling with your thoughts and don’t know what to publish.
  • Being alone allow me focus on my goals and changes I have to make if I want to succeed.
  • Solitude makes me more self aware, I can figure out what I like and what I can tolerate without outside influence.
  • I believe everyone must spend atleast 10 minutes by themselves and enjoy the stillness.

    Try to be comfortable with your own company.

    You can always follow me on these socials:

    twitter : @ShenzyMacky
    Instagram: @blogger_shenzy

    Be safe guys ☺