I didn’t know which point I was trying to prove. Is it to prove that I was healthy? Is it to prove that I had the mental strength to reach the top? I really didn’t know, but I picked the … Continue reading “Reaching the Blue Mountain Peak”
I promised my mother I would stay away from him, The withdrawal symptoms started, The sweating and the trembling. I needed him, he was my escape. Mom came in the room, smiled and said, “I failed you my little sunshine, … Continue reading My boyfriend Wray 💧
The room was tense. Her eyes were red, One more year is about to end, and no changes have occurred. Debts were piling on top of one another and a new school year was about to start. I didn’t want to upset her, Suppose I structure my sentences wrong? Suppose I end up saying something to send her in deeper depression. I stand 5 meters away from her and said, “Mommy, it’s okay, Someday I’m going to make it, today is just a bad day, I don’t need any new shoes or any new bag, All I need for you … Continue reading Mommy, it’s okay.😔
Grandma used to warn me about the cotton tree. It’s where spirits go when they don’t want to sleep. They linger for years waiting for the next, hoping it’s a family member that won’t get them upset. Night time I … Continue reading The Jamrock Cotton Tree.
No emotions. No pain. No feeling of loss. No feeling of gain. It’s like I’m just here living, without no aim. No love for you, Don’t worry about me. You said I act like I don’t care, and I do agree. “What’s on your mind?” Truly, I don’t know. “How are you feeling?” My feelings can’t show. “Do you love me?” I don’t even know if I love myself, anyways you don’t need my validation. Go live your life, try not to live for nobody else. “Are you broken or depressed?” I don’t know, I’m also trying to understand myself. … Continue reading Poetry: Numb 😶
She had a broken mind and a broken soul, She wanted to heal but didn’t know how. She needed to breathe and innovate her soul, but her selfish demon wouldn’t allow. Jumping from relationship to relationship was all she knows. … Continue reading Poetry: “Selfish”
There were days I wanted to kick the bucket, Stressed, Overdressed with depression, Thought I was a disappointment. I was on the edge, ready to jump. Once again you saved me, although I was acting dumb. You are always there … Continue reading Dear Mommy. Happy Mother’s Day.
The moment I stepped into the room, it got silent. Usually anxiety would choke me, telling me that they are judging me, telling me that I’m ugly. This time I took control of my mind, I sat among my peers … Continue reading It’s night now 🌙
Sally looked in the mirror and saw all her flaws. She smiled and accepted her body, She won’t allow her dark thoughts to be her downfall. One more day, one more blessing. She could feel the anxiety creeping up on her, She quickly runs and drinks a cup of water. “I am strong.” “I am beautiful.” “Sally, you got this.” “Slowly think this through.” Sally’s environment was toxic, so she moved. Changes came, once she started taking action. She had sleepless nights, trying to meet her deadlines. Success was a must. She wasn’t going to give up. Sally was determined, … Continue reading Poem- “Sally want it, she got it.”