A Gut Feeling😰

Something isn’t feeling right. Did I put too much sugar in my coffee? Did I forget to send an email to my lecturer? What the hell is wrong? It feels like my intestine is knotting. Breathe. Breathe. Everything is perfectly fine. Wait, why am I sweating? It’s snowing outside😖 Calm down. That cologne? Yes, myContinue reading “A Gut Feeling😰”

Quarantine Troubles 😔

I was worried, Not for myself, But for the young children who were being mentally and verbally abused, I was worried about the women who usually take the extra shift, so they wouldn’t have to encounter their partner so early, I was worried about my people who were suffering from depression, seeing the house asContinue reading “Quarantine Troubles 😔”

Hey, it’s just a phase.

Anger. Frustration. Hey, I’m mentally drained. I tattoo a smile on my face, so persons can stop asking if I’m okay. No, I’m not, But don’t worry about that. Waste of oxygen telling you my problems, Because I know “solutions” will not be your comeback. Damn, do I have to go to work today? Damn,Continue reading “Hey, it’s just a phase.”

A Day in Downtown, Kingston🌼

I didn’t want to be at home, I just wanted to leave. Told my mom I was going downtown and I asked her if she wanted anything to eat. Jumped on a bus with earphones in my ears, A man came on the bus preaching that judgment day was near. I finally reach, but IContinue reading “A Day in Downtown, Kingston🌼”

Clique.

Broken hearts, Broken circles, Once we were friends, now we don’t sit at the same table. Tension rise, Emotions are unstable, Broken trust, these relationships can’t be rekindled. Secretly missing, Publicly cursing, Generation to generation, a curse that can’t be broken. Whose fault is it? Surely not mines, Here we go again, another argument youContinue reading “Clique.”

My boyfriend Wray 💧

I promised my mother I would stay away from him, The withdrawal symptoms started, The sweating and the trembling. I needed him, he was my escape. Mom came in the room, smiled and said, “I failed you my little sunshine, my little high school daughter is already a rum head.” My eyes were twitching andContinue reading “My boyfriend Wray 💧”

I still have hope.

It felt like a dark cloud was over my head for a few days. I wasn’t doing my normal routine. I stopped engaging with my blogging community. I was hardly eating and I was constantly feeling fatigue. My thoughts were all over the place, I was slowly losing myself. I would sit in the cornerContinue reading “I still have hope.”

Poem: “Who the hell name Rejection?”

Ambitious is my middle name.I’m not going to stop until I finish this game, called “Life”.I’m not going to allow it to defeat me. Get up every morning, I look in the mirror,saying these three sentences I hope will stick with me forever,“I’m Beautiful, I’m Smart, I’m going to make it.”Cheering my own self inContinue reading “Poem: “Who the hell name Rejection?””