Changes are scary. Imagine going to University for four years then decided you no longer have a passion for that degree. You want to change😓 But you are afraid of what your parents might say, what your spouse might say, and … Continue reading Shenzy’s Talk: Changes❤
I want the success.I want the wealth.I need to make it in this life,But to be honest, I don’t have the strength. I blamed it on procrastination.I blamed it on laziness.Because people will quick to believe those, than to believe … Continue reading Fighting my thoughts 💢
Hey guys 😍😍😍.Remember I told you last week that I want to build a relationship with you👀👀👀👀👀👀👀. Do you remember? 😡 So I’m planning to write atleast twice a week. ☺ Today topic will be solitude 🙂.I really don’t know … Continue reading Shenzy’s Talk: Solitude 🚶
Hey everyone😄 How are you?
I know the year is dark for many of us and I am hoping the best for each of you ❤.
I haven’t been giving my blog the attention it requires and I think that might change🐝.
I plan to make this blog be more personal and friendly. I actually want to interact with you guys 😩.
For the rest of the year I plan to focus on my health. Which includes my mental health, my physical health, and my spiritual health. I want everything to be align with each other.
How are you coping right now?
I’m coping by working 9 to 5, then too tired to socialise with any friends, so I’m asleep by 7pm 😩😩😩 My body is so exhausted.
As you can see, that coping method is TRASH 🗑.
Please tell me yours 😥 Help a fellow human being out😫. I will revoke my alien visa guys😓😓😓. So HELP….
So to work on my mental health and spiritual health, I plan to meditate and do the necessary self care. For my physical health, I plan to eat right and exercise.
One problem 😗
I lack self discipline 😭😭😭😭😭
However, I ordered some yoga pants on Amazon and I bought a pair of shoes.
That must mean I’m serious right?
I wouldn’t waste my money like this 👀 or would I?
I didn’t want to be at home, I just wanted to leave. Told my mom I was going downtown and I asked her if she wanted anything to eat. Jumped on a bus with earphones in my ears, A man … Continue reading A Day in Downtown, Kingston🌼
Sally looked in the mirror and saw all her flaws. She smiled and accepted her body, She won’t allow her dark thoughts to be her downfall. One more day, one more blessing. She could feel the anxiety creeping up on her, She quickly runs and drinks a cup of water. “I am strong.” “I am beautiful.” “Sally, you got this.” “Slowly think this through.” Sally’s environment was toxic, so she moved. Changes came, once she started taking action. She had sleepless nights, trying to meet her deadlines. Success was a must. She wasn’t going to give up. Sally was determined, … Continue reading Poem- “Sally want it, she got it.”
It felt like a dark cloud was over my head for a few days. I wasn’t doing my normal routine. I stopped engaging with my blogging community. I was hardly eating and I was constantly feeling fatigue. My thoughts were … Continue reading I still have hope.
I hardly get any water,but people don’t see that.They judge me from my roots to head,speaking how I looked withered. When I asked them to passed me a cup water, they came up with excuses,I was dying, needed assistance,scarred with … Continue reading Poem: “I will continue to grow.”
Ambitious is my middle name.I’m not going to stop until I finish this game, called “Life”.I’m not going to allow it to defeat me. Get up every morning, I look in the mirror,saying these three sentences I hope will stick with me forever,“I’m Beautiful, I’m Smart, I’m going to make it.”Cheering my own self in case one day I ended up lonely. I’m Ready! I went to the interview, they said “NO.” I applied for the scholarship, they said “NO.” I email my crush,told him that I like him,asked him if he would like to be my boyfriend,he said, “NO.” … Continue reading Poem: “Who the hell name Rejection?”