A Gut FeelingšŸ˜°

Something isn’t feeling right. Did I put too much sugar in my coffee? Did I forget to send an email to my lecturer? What the hell is wrong? It feels like my intestine is knotting. Breathe. Breathe. Everything is perfectly fine. Wait, why am I sweating? It’s snowing outsidešŸ˜– Calm down. That cologne? Yes, myContinue reading “A Gut FeelingšŸ˜°”

Hey, it’s just a phase.

Anger. Frustration. Hey, I’m mentally drained. I tattoo a smile on my face, so persons can stop asking if I’m okay. No, I’m not, But don’t worry about that. Waste of oxygen telling you my problems, Because I know “solutions” will not be your comeback. Damn, do I have to go to work today? Damn,Continue reading “Hey, it’s just a phase.”

A Day in Downtown, KingstonšŸŒ¼

I didn’t want to be at home, I just wanted to leave. Told my mom I was going downtown and I asked her if she wanted anything to eat. Jumped on a bus with earphones in my ears, A man came on the bus preaching that judgment day was near. I finally reach, but IContinue reading “A Day in Downtown, KingstonšŸŒ¼”

Clique.

Broken hearts, Broken circles, Once we were friends, now we don’t sit at the same table. Tension rise, Emotions are unstable, Broken trust, these relationships can’t be rekindled. Secretly missing, Publicly cursing, Generation to generation, a curse that can’t be broken. Whose fault is it? Surely not mines, Here we go again, another argument youContinue reading “Clique.”

My boyfriend Wray šŸ’§

I promised my mother I would stay away from him, The withdrawal symptoms started, The sweating and the trembling. I needed him, he was my escape. Mom came in the room, smiled and said, “I failed you my little sunshine, my little high school daughter is already a rum head.” My eyes were twitching andContinue reading “My boyfriend Wray šŸ’§”

Poem: “Who the hell name Rejection?”

Ambitious is my middle name.I’m not going to stop until I finish this game, called “Life”.I’m not going to allow it to defeat me. Get up every morning, I look in the mirror,saying these three sentences I hope will stick with me forever,“I’m Beautiful, I’m Smart, I’m going to make it.”Cheering my own self inContinue reading “Poem: “Who the hell name Rejection?””

Poem 1: Why?

I have been in a box for so long.I couldn’t find my purpose,I kept on asking, “Where do I belong?”.My mind got dark, my heart got cold.The more I spoke, I kept on being misunderstood. Is this world for me?  Why do I need to be accepted by people, that can’t even accept themselves?Why do IContinue reading “Poem 1: Why?”

The day I was Born.

I have been hurt once,I have been hurt twice,The second time, I fought with all my life,I Lost.It left me dead.Not physically, but mentally dead.My family always tried to find the appropriate words,but they never could, so they stayed in silence instead..No friends, No family.All alone in a world by myself, I needed somebody.I lookedContinue reading “The day I was Born.”