Hey guys 😍😍😍.Remember I told you last week that I want to build a relationship with you👀👀👀👀👀👀👀. Do you remember? 😡 So I’m planning to write atleast twice a week. ☺ Today topic will be solitude 🙂.I really don’t know … Continue reading Shenzy’s Talk: Solitude 🚶
Hey everyone😄 How are you?
I know the year is dark for many of us and I am hoping the best for each of you ❤.
I haven’t been giving my blog the attention it requires and I think that might change🐝.
I plan to make this blog be more personal and friendly. I actually want to interact with you guys 😩.
For the rest of the year I plan to focus on my health. Which includes my mental health, my physical health, and my spiritual health. I want everything to be align with each other.
How are you coping right now?
I’m coping by working 9 to 5, then too tired to socialise with any friends, so I’m asleep by 7pm 😩😩😩 My body is so exhausted.
As you can see, that coping method is TRASH 🗑.
Please tell me yours 😥 Help a fellow human being out😫. I will revoke my alien visa guys😓😓😓. So HELP….
So to work on my mental health and spiritual health, I plan to meditate and do the necessary self care. For my physical health, I plan to eat right and exercise.
One problem 😗
I lack self discipline 😭😭😭😭😭
However, I ordered some yoga pants on Amazon and I bought a pair of shoes.
That must mean I’m serious right?
I wouldn’t waste my money like this 👀 or would I?
Something isn’t feeling right. Did I put too much sugar in my coffee? Did I forget to send an email to my lecturer? What the hell is wrong? It feels like my intestine is knotting. Breathe. Breathe. Everything is perfectly … Continue reading A Gut Feeling😰
Anger. Frustration. Hey, I’m mentally drained. I tattoo a smile on my face, so persons can stop asking if I’m okay. No, I’m not, But don’t worry about that. Waste of oxygen telling you my problems, Because I know “solutions” … Continue reading Hey, it’s just a phase.
I didn’t want to be at home, I just wanted to leave. Told my mom I was going downtown and I asked her if she wanted anything to eat. Jumped on a bus with earphones in my ears, A man … Continue reading A Day in Downtown, Kingston🌼
Broken hearts, Broken circles, Once we were friends, now we don’t sit at the same table. Tension rise, Emotions are unstable, Broken trust, these relationships can’t be rekindled. Secretly missing, Publicly cursing, Generation to generation, a curse that can’t be … Continue reading Clique.
I promised my mother I would stay away from him, The withdrawal symptoms started, The sweating and the trembling. I needed him, he was my escape. Mom came in the room, smiled and said, “I failed you my little sunshine, … Continue reading My boyfriend Wray 💧
Ambitious is my middle name.I’m not going to stop until I finish this game, called “Life”.I’m not going to allow it to defeat me. Get up every morning, I look in the mirror,saying these three sentences I hope will stick with me forever,“I’m Beautiful, I’m Smart, I’m going to make it.”Cheering my own self in case one day I ended up lonely. I’m Ready! I went to the interview, they said “NO.” I applied for the scholarship, they said “NO.” I email my crush,told him that I like him,asked him if he would like to be my boyfriend,he said, “NO.” … Continue reading Poem: “Who the hell name Rejection?”
I have been in a box for so long.I couldn’t find my purpose,I kept on asking, “Where do I belong?”.My mind got dark, my heart got cold.The more I spoke, I kept on being misunderstood. Is this world for me? Why do I need to be accepted by people, that can’t even accept themselves?Why do I need to be loved by people, that can’t even love themselves?Why do I need people opinions to know more about myself?Why am I still in this box and not trying to get out?Why? Why can I look in the mirror and quickly highlight my flaws, … Continue reading Poem 1: Why?