Health Journey 2020πŸ’₯πŸ’₯

Hey everyoneπŸ˜„ How are you?
I know the year is dark for many of us and I am hoping the best for each of you ❀.

I haven’t been giving my blog the attention it requires and I think that might change🐝.

I plan to make this blog be more personal and friendly. I actually want to interact with you guys 😩.

For the rest of the year I plan to focus on my health. Which includes my mental health, my physical health, and my spiritual health. I want everything to be align with each other.

How are you coping right now?

I’m coping by working 9 to 5, then too tired to socialise with any friends, so I’m asleep by 7pm 😩😩😩 My body is so exhausted.

As you can see, that coping method is TRASH πŸ—‘.

Please tell me yours πŸ˜₯ Help a fellow human being out😫. I will revoke my alien visa guysπŸ˜“πŸ˜“πŸ˜“. So HELP….

So to work on my mental health and spiritual health, I plan to meditate and do the necessary self care. For my physical health, I plan to eat right and exercise.

One problem πŸ˜—

I lack self discipline 😭😭😭😭😭


However, I ordered some yoga pants on Amazon and I bought a pair of shoes.

That must mean I’m serious right?
I wouldn’t waste my money like this πŸ‘€ or would I?

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Poem: “Who the hell name Rejection?”

Ambitious is my middle name.I’m not going to stop until I finish this game, called “Life”.I’m not going to allow it to defeat me. Get up every morning, I look in the mirror,saying these three sentences I hope will stick with me forever,“I’m Beautiful, I’m Smart, I’m going to make it.”Cheering my own self in case one day I ended up lonely. I’m Ready! I went to the interview, they said “NO.” I applied for the scholarship, they said “NO.” I email my crush,told him that I like him,asked him if he would like to be my boyfriend,he said, “NO.” … Continue reading Poem: “Who the hell name Rejection?”

Poem 1: Why?

I have been in a box for so long.I couldn’t find my purpose,I kept on asking, “Where do I belong?”.My mind got dark, my heart got cold.The more I spoke, I kept on being misunderstood. Is this world for me?  Why do I need to be accepted by people, that can’t even accept themselves?Why do I need to be loved by people, that can’t even love themselves?Why do I need people opinions to know more about myself?Why am I still in this box and not trying to get out?Why? Why can I look in the mirror and quickly highlight my flaws, … Continue reading Poem 1: Why?