Just Do It !

At the bottom of this page is a link to my first youtube video. I wrote “Epic Fail” as part of the title because it wasn’t how it was supposed to be. I blamed my phone. I blamed my… Read More
Category: SocializngTags: #Blogger, #confidence, #google, #influencer, #jamaican, #Jamaicanyoutuber, #shenzyparadise, #wordpress, #youtuber
Shenzy’s Talk: Solitude ๐ถ

Hey guys ๐๐๐.Remember I told you last week that I want to build a relationship with you๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. Do you remember? ๐ก So I’m planning to write atleast twice a week. โบ Today topic will be solitude ๐.I really… Read More
Category: Shenzy's TalkTags: #Blogger, #Blogging, #commitment, #coronavirus, #decisions, #focus, #God, #google, #health, #Hope, #influence, #influencer, #inspirational, #life, #mentalhealth, #motivation, #motivational, #quarantine, #shenzyparadise, #socialmedia, #success, #wordpress, changes, energy, shenzy
Health Journey 2020๐ฅ๐ฅ

Hey everyone๐ How are you?I know the year is dark for many of us and I am hoping the best for each of you โค. I haven’t been giving my blog the attention it requires and I think… Read More
Category: Health Journey โคTags: #Blogger, #Blogging, #commitment, #coronavirus, #decisions, #focus, #God, #google, #health, #Hope, #influence, #influencer, #inspirational, #life, #mentalhealth, #motivation, #motivational, #quarantine, #shenzyparadise, #socialmedia, #weightgain, #wordpress, changes, energy, shenzy
A Gut Feeling๐ฐ

Something isn’t feeling right. Did I put too much sugar in my coffee? Did I forget to send an email to my lecturer? What the hell is wrong? It feels like my intestine is knotting. Breathe. Breathe. Everything… Read More
Category: Dark, ProseTags: #Abuse, #Blogger, #Blogging, #boyfriend, #Broken, #Death, #domesticviolence, #Dysfunctionalfamily, #heartbreak, #influence, #influencer, #love, #man, #shenzyparadise, #socialmedia, betrayal, changes, shenzy
Hey, it’s just a phase.

Anger. Frustration. Hey, I’m mentally drained. I tattoo a smile on my face, so persons can stop asking if I’m okay. No, I’m not, But don’t worry about that. Waste of oxygen telling you my problems, Because I… Read More
Category: PoetryTags: #Blogger, #Blogging, #commitment, #Death, #depression, #focus, #google, #Hope, #influence, #influencer, #life, #mentalhealth, #motivation, #motivational, #poem, #shenzyparadise, #socialmedia, #wordpress, changes, Poetry, shenzy
A Day in Downtown, Kingston๐ผ

I didn’t want to be at home, I just wanted to leave. Told my mom I was going downtown and I asked her if she wanted anything to eat. Jumped on a bus with earphones in my ears,… Read More
Category: Jamaica, ProseTags: #Blogger, #Blogging, #decisions, #focus, #God, #Hope, #influence, #influencer, #inspirational, #jamaica #bluemountain #blogger, #life, #love, #motivation, #motivational, #shenzyparadise, #socialmedia, #success, #wordpress, Prose, shenzy
Clique.

Broken hearts, Broken circles, Once we were friends, now we don’t sit at the same table. Tension rise, Emotions are unstable, Broken trust, these relationships can’t be rekindled. Secretly missing, Publicly cursing, Generation to generation, a curse that… Read More
Category: PoetryTags: #Blogger, #Blogging, #google, #influence, #influencer, #life, #poem, #relationship, #shenzyparadise, #socialmedia, #success, #wordpress, betrayal, changes, Poetry, shenzy
My boyfriend Wray ๐ง

I promised my mother I would stay away from him, The withdrawal symptoms started, The sweating and the trembling. I needed him, he was my escape. Mom came in the room, smiled and said, “I failed you my… Read More
Category: Dysfunctional Family, PoetryTags: #Abuse, #Blogger, #Blogging, #boyfriend, #Broken, #Daughter, #Death, #domesticviolence, #Dysfunctionalfamily, #heartbreak, #influence, #influencer, #life, #love, #man, #mentalhealth, #Mother, #shenzyparadise, #socialmedia, shenzy
Poetry: “Selfish”

She had a broken mind and a broken soul, She wanted to heal but didn’t know how. She needed to breathe and innovate her soul, but her selfish demon wouldn’t allow. Jumping from relationship to relationship was all… Read More
Category: PoetryTags: #Blogging, #heartbreak, #relationship, #shenzyparadise